so I've been thinking that I want to get out of Baltimore...now. Seriously though Kat is going to full sail academy and they offer a degree program in business entertainment and I think that it is something that I'd really like to do. I hate my school and honestly I hate my life right now. I feel like I'm just bullshitting myself and everyone else. I want to get into a program that is for something I really want to do and then get on with my life. I just spoke to my dad and he pretty much shot me down.
I want to cry.
I want to be in charge of my own life.
I want MONEY!!!!
Things with Sam are good.
I'm bored, so bored, with fucking everything.
I want an adventure.
I NEED an adventure.
My bleak existance is taking its toll on me. However, on the other hand I'm really happy. I'm finally the good boy my parents always wanted.
I just want to be the persont that I want to be, whoever that is.
"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. "
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