My night with walmart

A little background: my dad is head of security at M&T bank stadium. The security company that he works for was contracted to help witht he crowds from 3am to 11am black friday. Suffice to say my dad was in desperate need to get people to do this so myself and some friends decided to work the shift for him because it's pretty much free money.

Waits

Oh, I wish I was in New Orleans,
Walking down St. Charles Ave,
Towards downtown and the Quarter,
The street car is late,
But that’s nothing new,
Green, purple, and gold,
The beads hang from the telephone lines,
Audubon lush and green,
Fountain bare from rain,
The water is still clear,
Boys on the corner,
Playing sour notes,
On rented instruments,
But still I wish that I was in New Orleans,
Dirty sidewalks and dirtier gutters,
Decatur, Chartres, Royal, and Bourbon,
The streets that I call home,
The Mississippi rolling by,
Tumultuous and boiling,
Dirt and bones on the bottom,
Oh I would give anything to be in New Orleans,
And all the trash that glitters so,
My God I would do anything,
Just anything,
Or everything,
To be in that city,
The outline of the womb,
Of the river that carries our dreams south,
Towards everything and nothing,
And yeah they die in New Orleans,
Just like anywhere else,
And the fog is thick with whiskey and sin,
But boy I would,
I would do anything to be in New Orleans,
Right now.

DIXIEMOON

Well, I wish I was in New Orleans, I can see it in my dreams,Arm-in-arm down Burgundy, a bottle and my friends and meHoist up a few tall cool ones, play some pool and listenTo that tenor saxophone calling me homeAnd I can hear the band begin "When the Saints Go Marching In",And by the whiskers on my chin, New Orleans, I'll be thereI'll drink you under the table, be red-nosed, go for walks,The old haunts what I wants is red beans and riceAnd wear the dress I like so well, and meet me at the old saloon,Make sure that there's a Dixie moon, New Orleans, I'll be thereAnd deal the cards roll the dice, if it ain't that old Chuck E. Weiss,And Claiborne Avenue, me and you Sam Jones and allAnd I wish I was in New Orleans, 'cause I can see it in my dreams,Arm-in-arm down Burgundy, a bottle and my friends and meNew Orleans, I'll be there

Oh Death!

Sean McDonough
October 2, 2009
Solving Literary Problems

Oh Death!

All I see everywhere,
Is death, death, death!
The tree’s I swear,
My last drawn out breath,

And the moonlight,
And these stars,
Oh! It shines so bright,
In this city so many bars,

And upon the day’s first light,
Leaves, the leaves! of grass,
And their blinded sight,
These boys are oh so crass,

But I swear, I swear,
It’s true!
The poison it wares!
Through and through.

my boy (is better than yours)

I have the most amazing boyfriend in the entire world. I'm so grossed out by myself right now its unreal. I hate being by myself like this but I'll just suck it up. I have to get the house back together tomorrow. I love you Sam Mathis!

the UNknown

for reals reals, i just saw a ghost outside the double french doors in my basement. If its not a ghost then someone is watching me it chink food and jo in my underweaR, so maybe its just a super creepy ghost but still

been a while

Wow its been a while! My first gay pride event ever this weekend plus the DD,G show on the 18th so this week is looking to be pretty ballin! I'm bored at work...that is all for now...I suck.

Oh what a tangled web we weave...

My goal for the summer is to blog every SINGLE day! Spring semester is winding down and I couldn't be happier. This semester hasn't gone exactly the way I wanted it to but what semester ever does. I have a lot of big plans for the summer and I am so excited. Sammy and I have officially hit six months. I'm actually really dissatisfied with my life right now. I hate my job and school isn't what I thought it would be. I can't really do anything about the job but I really want to take a more active role in school.

I have a secret. It's killing me inside that I can't tell anyone but it also feels sooo good! It's something that is completely my own and that is a great feeling to have.

Alright summer here I come!
I'm out for blood motherfuckers!

arsenic&angel'sbreath

Spring Meaning

So it has been a while. A lot has happened recently so I'll try and catch everyone up. I went to Disney worl for my birthday and it was amazing! The hotel I stayed in was sick and I took full advantage of room service and my $50 credit at the bar. It was so great to see Kat it's been forever since we've hung out. To sum it up in a few words: Sean stop spilling drinks on my shoes, $10 beers, Imagine the dragon, mexican food, almost missing my flight, international beers at epcot, hotdogs in line for space mountain and so many more. Her apartment was sick as were her boyfriend Kevin and super cute friends lol.

My 22nd birthday was soo much fun I had a great party with a ton of food, friends, and booze. I got some sick presents including my favorites which were a lil' wayne t-shirt and a flask that says "Everybody loves a drunk girl" both curtosy of Sammy. Speaking of which we're on the cusp of 6 months and I cannot believe it. Everyday I feel so thankful that I have someone as special and amazing as him in my life. School is bland but doable. I'm so excited for summer! Jack and I are friends again and I can honestly say that I missed him a lot and it's great that we're cool again. On a sadder note (or not) I've decided to cut someone out of my life. If you know who it is cool if not don't worry about it. Suffice to say some relationships just aren't worth it regardless of how much you wish you could hang onto them. Thats all for now. Zoinks yo!

Arsenic & Angel's breath
Sean

pretension is my favorite accessory

I've had the most horrible nightmares for the last 2 nights...
tags:
1. halloween
2. fork
3. kolt
4. children
5. ted
6. eye!

past tense

Out of nowhere I just got an overwhelming and unctrollable feeling that things can never ever be the same again. I can't go back and relive anything. Things change, time changes, and people definately change. I guess you just keep living your life and enjoy the new parts. Oh and I'm going to Disney World this friday!!!!!!!!!!!

the BIG easy

OMFG
I'm coming home ya'll

arsenic&angelsbreath
Sean

new&improved

I am not the boy you used to know.
I'm taking no prisoners.
I'm looking out for #1.
I'm tired of being manipulated and pushed around.
YOU don't know ME anymore.
I'm a brand new boy and I'm different from the former.
FUCK you and fuck everything.
I want it all and NO ONE will ever stand in my way.
I'm tired of apologizing and making excuses.
I am what I am.
Deal with it or get out of my way.
I'm done playing fair.
...
It's my life so worry about your own.

arsenic&angel'sbreath
Sean

I'll alert the media

apparently things aren't always what they appear...hello tomorrow!

New Orleans

~The act of saying no can't match the pain of letting go~

<3

Everyday I walk up this hill,
just to see if I have the will,
to see your face through the glass,
Oh, I wish, I wish, you had the class,
to say to me the things I need,
you're such a slave to pride and greed,
because I know you don't want me,
but still you flirt and wink with ennui,
it's just a game you like to play,
late night calls and the drunk words you say,
if all is fair in love and war,
why do you leave me wanting more?
moonlit walks through cemeteries,
you change your mind it always varies,
please tell me what I'd have to change,
just like heaven or angels, strange,
I'd change my clothes and cut my hair,
tow the line to make you care,
'cuz I'm not like the other boys,
I think too much, make too much noise,
I'd smile if I thought I could,
you say you can't but I wish you would,
sad, sad songs and arcane obsessions,
cheap champagne and journal confessions,
Oh, finally you take the time,
to say I'm great and it's a crime,
that we could never, ever be,
because you're fake and just can't see,
and then you ask me what's wrong,
'cuz we don't talk, how its been too long,
just a sad boy who does sad things,
I say "we'll see what the season brings,"
you smile, laugh and walk away,
so I give up, come what may,
walking down the hill I hope to fall,
because you see what hurts most of all,
it kills me that you don't ask why,
I hate myself and want to die!

"Everybody is somebody's secret"
...
I've got one

the future is nigh

so I've been thinking that I want to get out of Baltimore...now. Seriously though Kat is going to full sail academy and they offer a degree program in business entertainment and I think that it is something that I'd really like to do. I hate my school and honestly I hate my life right now. I feel like I'm just bullshitting myself and everyone else. I want to get into a program that is for something I really want to do and then get on with my life. I just spoke to my dad and he pretty much shot me down.
I want to cry.
I want to be in charge of my own life.
I want MONEY!!!!
Things with Sam are good.
I'm bored, so bored, with fucking everything.
I want an adventure.
I NEED an adventure.
My bleak existance is taking its toll on me. However, on the other hand I'm really happy. I'm finally the good boy my parents always wanted.
I just want to be the persont that I want to be, whoever that is.

"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. "

absolute garbage

fuck fuck fuck
i'm confused
i'm in love love love!!!!!!
i miss my old life
i love my new life
I DON"T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!