OMFG
I'm coming home ya'll
arsenic&angelsbreath
Sean
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
new&improved
I am not the boy you used to know.
I'm taking no prisoners.
I'm looking out for #1.
I'm tired of being manipulated and pushed around.
YOU don't know ME anymore.
I'm a brand new boy and I'm different from the former.
FUCK you and fuck everything.
I want it all and NO ONE will ever stand in my way.
I'm tired of apologizing and making excuses.
I am what I am.
Deal with it or get out of my way.
I'm done playing fair.
...
It's my life so worry about your own.
arsenic&angel'sbreath
Sean
I'm taking no prisoners.
I'm looking out for #1.
I'm tired of being manipulated and pushed around.
YOU don't know ME anymore.
I'm a brand new boy and I'm different from the former.
FUCK you and fuck everything.
I want it all and NO ONE will ever stand in my way.
I'm tired of apologizing and making excuses.
I am what I am.
Deal with it or get out of my way.
I'm done playing fair.
...
It's my life so worry about your own.
arsenic&angel'sbreath
Sean
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
<3
Everyday I walk up this hill,
just to see if I have the will,
to see your face through the glass,
Oh, I wish, I wish, you had the class,
to say to me the things I need,
you're such a slave to pride and greed,
because I know you don't want me,
but still you flirt and wink with ennui,
it's just a game you like to play,
late night calls and the drunk words you say,
if all is fair in love and war,
why do you leave me wanting more?
moonlit walks through cemeteries,
you change your mind it always varies,
please tell me what I'd have to change,
just like heaven or angels, strange,
I'd change my clothes and cut my hair,
tow the line to make you care,
'cuz I'm not like the other boys,
I think too much, make too much noise,
I'd smile if I thought I could,
you say you can't but I wish you would,
sad, sad songs and arcane obsessions,
cheap champagne and journal confessions,
Oh, finally you take the time,
to say I'm great and it's a crime,
that we could never, ever be,
because you're fake and just can't see,
and then you ask me what's wrong,
'cuz we don't talk, how its been too long,
just a sad boy who does sad things,
I say "we'll see what the season brings,"
you smile, laugh and walk away,
so I give up, come what may,
walking down the hill I hope to fall,
because you see what hurts most of all,
it kills me that you don't ask why,
I hate myself and want to die!
just to see if I have the will,
to see your face through the glass,
Oh, I wish, I wish, you had the class,
to say to me the things I need,
you're such a slave to pride and greed,
because I know you don't want me,
but still you flirt and wink with ennui,
it's just a game you like to play,
late night calls and the drunk words you say,
if all is fair in love and war,
why do you leave me wanting more?
moonlit walks through cemeteries,
you change your mind it always varies,
please tell me what I'd have to change,
just like heaven or angels, strange,
I'd change my clothes and cut my hair,
tow the line to make you care,
'cuz I'm not like the other boys,
I think too much, make too much noise,
I'd smile if I thought I could,
you say you can't but I wish you would,
sad, sad songs and arcane obsessions,
cheap champagne and journal confessions,
Oh, finally you take the time,
to say I'm great and it's a crime,
that we could never, ever be,
because you're fake and just can't see,
and then you ask me what's wrong,
'cuz we don't talk, how its been too long,
just a sad boy who does sad things,
I say "we'll see what the season brings,"
you smile, laugh and walk away,
so I give up, come what may,
walking down the hill I hope to fall,
because you see what hurts most of all,
it kills me that you don't ask why,
I hate myself and want to die!
Friday, February 13, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
the future is nigh
so I've been thinking that I want to get out of Baltimore...now. Seriously though Kat is going to full sail academy and they offer a degree program in business entertainment and I think that it is something that I'd really like to do. I hate my school and honestly I hate my life right now. I feel like I'm just bullshitting myself and everyone else. I want to get into a program that is for something I really want to do and then get on with my life. I just spoke to my dad and he pretty much shot me down.
I want to cry.
I want to be in charge of my own life.
I want MONEY!!!!
Things with Sam are good.
I'm bored, so bored, with fucking everything.
I want an adventure.
I NEED an adventure.
My bleak existance is taking its toll on me. However, on the other hand I'm really happy. I'm finally the good boy my parents always wanted.
I just want to be the persont that I want to be, whoever that is.
"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. "
I want to cry.
I want to be in charge of my own life.
I want MONEY!!!!
Things with Sam are good.
I'm bored, so bored, with fucking everything.
I want an adventure.
I NEED an adventure.
My bleak existance is taking its toll on me. However, on the other hand I'm really happy. I'm finally the good boy my parents always wanted.
I just want to be the persont that I want to be, whoever that is.
"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. "
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