...awkward!

So I had a somewhat awkward encounter this morning following 18th century british literature. After class I was walking out the doors of Linthicum towards the parking garage when lo and behold who should be taking up half the smokers bench but none other than my ex Branden's best friend Sarah. I should probably mention that Sarah is a morbidly obese lesbian, no joke just an observation. Naturally I swung my bangs into my face and kept on walking but it was still unpleasant none the less. I guess it wasn't that bad but there is a lot of ill will between myself and them. Branden is just...I don't even know. He's dating some little kid from Jersey and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little bit jealous since I myself for all intents and purposes am single. In the end though I'm really not because everything else in my life is going so splendidly. Although I do currently have a long distance crush on someone...At the moment I'm in my house having had a delicious dinner of shrimp etouffee followd by a bourbon and ginger ale and I'm watching "Something's Gotta Give" one of my favorite movies. Sweet dreams...

k hole

I prayed tonight for the first time in I don't even know how long. I don't think I can live with my parents for much longer. Not to be self indulgent but I'm really depressed right now. And alone. At least I can look forward to going to a school I hate with people I couldn't care less about.

Tokyo a go-go!!!

So school has started and so far it's not that bad. I'm really enjoying my nonwestern art class although it is at 8:00 am which is quickly becoming a good thing as parking is so much eashier that early in the morning. Work is super lame lately mostly because having to work with Dawn everyday is not that much fun. I really don't even consider us friends anymore, which is fine I mean we just aren't compatible.
Onto some more interesting things, since I won't be graduating until 2010 I've decided that next summer I want to go on an amazing adventure. I'm talking Tokyo baby! It's going to cost at least $1,700 just to fly there so I'm hoping I can work something out with my parents where they pay half and I pay the other half based on my grades. I'm actually really excited about the prospect of this. I would like to stay in Tokyo for one week and just take pictures and get into trouble. Also, I'm officially looking for that special someone.

@ work

So I'm at work and thought I'd take a NY minute to post something. Dawn faked a pregnancy as a joke but the joke was on her when Ben decided that he had had enough of her hijinks and dumped her. I tried to feign sympathy for as long as I could but it became quite taxing. She doesn't realize that breaking up with him is a blessing, c'est la vie. First day of school later.